Monday, 12 November 2007

My Day

Ive had a day that i really would like to forget it started at 3am with Jake having Croup which was scary but thankfully he recovered quickly, ambulance A&E steroids and then home. By 5am he was laughing and home in bed.
Then after i dropped sam off from school we went to the Dr's for a check up on the way a boy ran in front of my car i don't know how i missed him, he then ran to the other side of the road in front of a Ford KA that just missed him too two women got out he was screaming and they grabbed him and put him in the car he was going mad, suddenly I had this overwhelming feeling that something wasn't right. I turned the car around and the KA passed me very fast, I thought I cant just ignore this I followed them and they went into Ramsden Hall Lodge a School for special needs children. There was the KA i went up to the car and it turned out it was a mother and her son going mad in the back of the car screaming at me why didn't you kill me hell is better than here. I must admit the boy made my heart sink he was a beautiful child but his mum said sorry he woke up in a terrible mood and wanted to kill himself by running off into the road. I looked at him and said If i had killed you it would have broken my heart his mum thanked me for coming to see he was OK but he is in such a state he is not listening and isn't capable of understanding he has learning problems. This made me realise you never know what problems people have she was a lovely women and probably slightly older than me, the boy was probably 10 or 11 and has to suffer with this and i realised there is nothing more important than having a healthy mind and body.
Well after that Jake got to the drs and he had a check up and he was fine so that was good.
After school my mum came round for a chat which was nice haven't really seen her much lately sam showed her his new front tooth and amazed her with his spelling amazing "quadrilateral" what is that anyway ? so funny. Then the phone rang and who was it my father well about time he phoned only 4 months since i spoke to him, now I'm feeling quite guilty because i said yesterday i haven't spoke to him and i don't care actually i think i do....what a day well that's enough for now I'm hoping tomorrow will be a quite one.

2 comments:

Nina said...

Big hug from me. Just remember that you are a very special person. x

Peechy said...

what a day!! glad your ds is ok, heres to a much better day tomoz xxx