My 8 year old

Sam was 8 on valentines day cant believe how fast the time has gone we had a nice day went to hamleys in london and he chose lots of lego city cars and a cool magnetic dart board which we have all been playing with. Sam did really well we bought him a snooker table which he loved and was quite shocked to see. He got so many presents bless him.

The day was quite hard and a bit of a blurr because nathans dad passed away the night before of heart failure hes been unwell for about 7 years on and off but at the age of only 60 It was a total shock to us all as he seemed to be getting better.
Nathan spent the day with Elaine his dad's wife and he insisted we went to london for sams sake but i found it so very hard not being their with him but i understood he needed space i suppose.
I feel absolutely devastated for Nathan and wish i could take his pain away.
At times like these i feel myself slipping into a cocoon and find life hard and feel i could cry forever I'm hoping everything will get better soon....to be honest i am finding life very unfair.