Just me.

Jake had his first full day at school yesterday, he was excited and really enjoyed the day Nathan came home early from work so we could both go and collect him.

When I dropped Jake off in the morning I felt a bit nervous, was glad I was going to my art class to take my mind off thinking about him.

My art class was really good doing a picture of Sam and Jake that I love probably not the picture to do considering I was supposed to be going to take my mind off the fact that both my children are at school all day but anyway did loads and was nice to see my buddies.

Grandma met me at 11.30 and we went to Halford's to get Jake's fab new bike for his birthday (Thursday 9Th October) then we went to Basildon had a delicious lunch and Grandma spoilt him as usual and bought his some wonderful presents....so exciting.

Well its funny really you look forward to something happening and it seems to make you feel bad, I spent the whole night waking up and worrying about everyone and everything why when everything is good do you feel so bloody bad ? so confusing but maybe it is change I would be the first to admit I'm really not good with change, but in time maybe change will be good....